yeah it's the real my stories !

If I am lost for a day; try and find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is the darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl whos in love with the world Stay alive
Calendar Girl whos in love with the world Stay alive
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,I can't always breath
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
January,February,March,April,May I'm alive
June,July,August,September,October I'm alive
November,December,yah all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive




Calendar Girl by Stars 

bad march !

hi fella , long time no see ...
internet abis kuota pas menjelang awal maret , bau di isi lagi kemaren .
pa kabar cha ? and i'm not very fine .
aku ga suka bulan maret , aku ga suka hari lahir aku !
i think oher month is better than march !
semua sial ada ada di bulan maret ! semuanya !
sampe nangis-nangis aku pun ada di bulan maret !!
apa kbr dgn ulang taun yang ke-16 itu ?
bad , so bad ! tapi aku seneng punya ADHIENA !
* ADINA SEPTIANA dan *ADHIE HERLAMBANG
di ulang taun kmaren , cuman mereka berdua yang bisa bikin aku senyum lagi .
aku ga nyangka , org yang aku anggep bakal biasa aja malah jadi special !
tapi org yang aku anggep bakal jadi special malah ga ada apa-apanya !
aku udah nunggu janji di ulang taun aku taun ini . tapi semua janjinya palsu ! tai !
aku ga ngerti , kenapa di setiap bulan maret aku selalu ngerasa sial dan ga pernag seneng ?
even it's in my bornday !
dan aku ga ngerti , kenapa orang-orang terdekat aku ga bisa tepatin janji dan bikin aku senyum kaya orang lain yang ga pernah terlintas di otak aku sekalipun ?
aku pengen nangis , YA
sedih YA !
tapi aku ga bisa ngapa-ngapain ! aku ga bisa maksa mereka buat bikin bulan maret ini jadi special buat aku !
aku harap aku bakal lupa hari ulang taun aku buat kedepannya . biar aku  ga ngerasain gimana kecewanya bulan maret .
aku butuh orang lain di bulan maret ! ya !
dan saat orang lain itu dateng , ass hole ...
udah ga ada yg bisa aku harepin lagi dari orang itu .
this march is full with tears .